It starts with a rumor or even just a feeling. Whispers said from the warmth of safety. But it’s the not knowing that keeps you up at night.
Then facts come out and plans form. And a name is put to the stress and the feelings…
Deployment.
But it’s the not knowing that worries you.
Details start to come together. Dates come out and places get named. But it’s the not knowing that keeps your mind constantly thinking.
Lists get made and memories are created. And time is counted down. But it’s the not knowing that becomes an invisible guest in your house.
Tears are shed. Promises are made and dreams are discussed. But it’s the not knowing that takes a toll.
Bags get packed and goodbyes get said. And flights take off. But it’s the not knowing that messes with your head.
Not knowing if he’ll be safe.
Not knowing the area he’ll be spending so much time in.
Not knowing what’s going on because the news terrifies you.
Not knowing when the next call will come.
Not knowing when he’ll come home.
Not knowing if he’ll be okay.
There are just some things you can’t know. So while you can’t stop thinking and you can’t sleep, don’t forget to lean on your tribe. We’ve been there—we get it. Just know you are not alone.
Goosebumps. And solidarity, Annie. That is all. ❤️
Thanks Sharita – it helps knowing I’m not alone.